Weight Watchers ending week 5

Weight loss for the week: -1.4 pounds
Total weight loss: -7.5 pounds

It's crazy how your body works sometimes. Because we have totally fallen off the wagon and I still lost weight. Granted I haven't weighed in two weeks, so really I lost 1.4 pounds over two weeks, but that's still better than gaining. My goals for this week is to measure and track everything I eat, and go to the gym at least 3 times. I know this seems like my goals should be second nature by now, but I really have to force myself to try. Z is doing horrible on his diet, which completely throws me off mine. It was so much easier in the beginning when he was completely into it. I could don't think I could do this on my own, but I started this to support him, and now I feel like I am the one who needs support. Some days I do just want to give up and be a fat kid for the rest of my life. But at the same time, I am not happy with myself. And if we have children, I don't want our bad eating habits to go to them, because I would hate to see them struggle and be disappointed with themselves. Knowing it was our fault would break my heart. So this week is ALL about getting back on track!

Weight Watchers ending week 4

I have decided not to weigh this week. I was sick for part of the week and I feel it will give me a bigger lose than I really accomplished. So I will let you all know how things went next time.

Weight Watchers ending week 3

This weeks weight loss: 0.6 pounds
Total weight loss: 6.1 pounds

THIS WEEK SUCKED!! I seriously went back to my old ways for at least 50% of the week. The week started of great. Monday we went to the gym, I walked/ran for 30 minutes, then rode a bike for 30 minutes. Then it starts, we cheated on dinner on Tuesday. The biggest mistake we could make, we went to a buffett. Wednesday was good. Then the rest of the week went downhill...FAST! I weigh myself everyday, but I only count my Monday morning weight, and what sucks is Wednesday of this week, I was down another 4 pounds! It really pisses me off that I screwed up so bad this week. I could have possible lost 4 pounds, but instead I only lost .6 pounds. I know I haven't been doing this for long, but it seems to early to fall of the wagon. I'm tired of making excuses for myself!! It's alot easier when Z is on track with me, but he is so convincing when he wants to cheat. It is SO hard to resist, but I can't let that get to me anymore.

This week is FULL for me. I WILL EAT RIGHT! I might not make it to the gym as much as I would like, but I WILL EAT RIGHT! I have meeting tonight and tomorrow starting at 5 and have no idea when they will end. I work Wednesday and Thursday until 6. Friday I might be doing something with my sorority sisters (which will probably include food). But I will make it work, this is life. I love this crazy, tragic, some times almost magic, awful beauful life!